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empty

Night after night I'm awake on my bed After spending the happiest day in my life Now I feel so empty Wonder why does it feel like this? Cold air blew my face I can only shiver under my blanket Thinking of the happy day And how empty I feel right now Am I being ungrateful? Or is it because I spent the "happiest" day in lie? Ah I guess it's just there is no somebody to share the story with...

migraine

You came unexpectedly On the red moon Or like now Hit me so sudden like a prick of needle, then so blunt like a plate hit me flat on my head Then came the roll of wave from my stomach, trying to push out its content My only savior is paracetamol For I can't get rid the pain unless I swallow it. *Trying to write a poem about migraine, but I can't come up with hyperbole to explain about migraine hahahaha. Will read more 💪

kau, masa lalu

Saat itu hari orientasi Kau yang tinggi menjulang, kurasa lebih dari 170cm, I don't know... Sedangkan aku yang 155cm ini, hanya bisa mendongak ketika kau menyapa Sapaan pendekmu yang sudah kulupakan apa yang kau katakan saat itu, kurasa aku terlalu fokus mengingat wajahmu Kau tahu, aku sangat buruk dalam mengingat wajah dan nama, tapi aku berhasil mengingatmu Mengingatmu dan mengejarmu dengan mataku I can't take my eyes off of you Bahkan sampai saat ini, aku masih menyukaimu Tidak, aku tidak bisa mengatakan aku mencintaimu, karena perasaan ini tidak dalam, sedalam yang aku bayangkan seharusnya perasaan cinta Dan aku tidak bisa  mendengar penolakanmu akan pernyataanku. Maka dari itu,  tak pernah kusampaikan secara langsung. Hanya sikap tak tersirat, kau mungkin takkan tahu,  fikirmu aku hanya bersikap seperti teman Ya, tidak sepenuhnya salah Kini, kau seperti menjauh dariku Jarak yang memang sudah menjauhkan secara fisik, juga membuat jarak di hati Ku hanya ingin kau tahu,...

senja dan daging panggang

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Kala senja itu kita berkumpul bersama Memanggang daging hingga tawa canda menggebu Tak peduli matahari tak tampak lagi Entah kapan akan terulang kembali Namun saat itu, takkan pernah terlupa di sukma ini

summer dream

have I ever told you one of my dreams? I have always thought that as human progress, so does the time. from stone, agriculture, iron, industrial, and now is technology. as the trend goes in cycle, will time go back to the earliest cycle? where all the buildings are built on the fertile soil till no more space for us to grow the rice. are we going to go back to the time when we want to grow rice, fruits and vegetables on the earth? as the organic vegie has come to trend for several years now. or maybe it will go more advanced? with no pesticide and in natural way, with all beautiful insects and bugs coming to help pollinate them, to grow them. ah, it feels like a summer dream that no one knows will it come true.

Journal 122 : Lost

I feel lost and keep asking "where am I belong to..." as if this soul has wandered far away without the remembrance of its root as I keep walking this tears won't come out as I keep going I held my head high strength as my virtue won't let myself down even though I am lost lost will not let me stop I will keep walking till I find the far end end... as if I will stop there -17.04.14

Pergi

nyatanya teringat di hujan itu termenung selamat tinggal tak sempat kutanya lidahku kelu tak dapat berkata angin terbang pergi membawa memori ingin kurengkuh ku tak dapat hanya rindu yang terasa terbang jauh oh angin bawa rindu ini bersamamu juga hingga tak ada rasa sepi di hatiku kosong pun tak mengapa sakit. begitu pedih pedih yang tak terucap tak terhiaskan oleh kata hanya ingin pergi 11.01.2014 ketika waktu galau pun dipergunakan untuk menulis. haha. ini agak terinspirasi dari film korea "100 Days With Mr. Arrogant" sih. enjoy. komen ya kalo ada kesalahan di pengejaan, ataupun aturannya :)

I'm Just A Shy Girl Who Falling In Love

you know, i think you're stupid stupid that you don't know how long i have been waiting for you stupid for making me wait stupid for not replying my message stupid for neglecting my presence maybe you already know that i like you but I'm afraid to start flirting on you not like the other my friends who can flatter on you I'm too shy to do so because i know, I'm not flirting but telling you the truth that i miss you so much that i like you from the first time we talked to each other that i want to know how you were doing.

Hujan yang Tak Kunjung Datang

Hujan tak kunjung datang meninggalkan jejak debu sepanjang jalan Hujan tak kunjung datang di tengah kegersangan hati akankah ada mata air? Hujan tak kunjung datang mengingat terik matahari tak kunjung mereda Hujan tak kunjung datang Apa aku masih harus terus menanti?

Mencintai Kamu

Mencintai kamu seperti bernapas sulit rasanya tuk berhenti* Mencintai kamu dengan segenap kesalahanku karena denganmu, semua terasa benar* Mencintai kamu takkan sesulit ini jika cintamu belum terbagi kepada yang lain Mencintai kamu bagai air kadang tenang, kadang beriak membuatku bimbang Mencintai kamu dengan segenap hatiku agar kau pun mencintaiku dengan segenap hatimu PS : * inspired by Andrei Aksana - Mencintaimu Pagi, Siang, Malam. but I don't copy it originally, I just remember bagaimana kata2 dalam bukunya saja. Sisa puisinya? saya sambung2 saja pakai imajinasi sendiri. hehehe.

Journal 40

Kau tahu apa yang paling kutakutkan? Jatuh cinta Jika aku jatuh cinta, aku takkan pernah bisa bangun dan aku takut kau takkan pernah menolongku yang pada akhirnya aku semakin lemas tak berdaya luka yang telah tertoreh dan semakin lemas aku berakhir dengan kekosongan hingga akhirnya aku takut tuk mengisinya lagi karena hanya akan kembali menjadi kosong

it's just a dream

it's just a dream, that I should wake up it's just a dream, that I shouldn't continue it it's just a dream, that I shouldn't expect it too much it's just a dream that I wish it could be come true... -at 11.03p.m, in my room with sleepy look.

You won't be mine

I saw you at that time and you know what? my face is red like a tomato my heart skip a beat I realized that I'd loved you but, you know what at that time I know that our fate is not same even our path is different and I know what should I do to forget you... that I realize, you won't be mine

day by day

think over what have I done? I don't know why you keep asking ? because I just can say I don't know what should I do? day by day still see him in the garden why he is so handsome like that ? is it just because I can't get him so he looks so shining? no. no. he's already had girlfriend. what am I expected for? again . looking at him... today I realize, it's just another story I should start a new story so that I could continue it with another character... with another feeling today is the end. and start the new one. PS : to the one who broke my heart till it became pieces.

rain...

rain.. comes to bring the coldness and it feels lonely since you have gone

anak domba yang tersesat

Aku anak domba yang tersesat Tersesat di hutan belantara Aku anak domba yang tersesat Yang merindukan sang penggembala Kemanakah ku harus pergi? Ke kanan atau ke kiri? Ke depan atau ke belakang? Aku anak domba yang tersesat Yang tak tahu jalan pulang

(never) believe

sorry before but you know, i never believe in you you guys really good in acting you guys must be famous in Hollywood i know everybody not perfect and me too but, i don't need the perfection i just need the truth need your honesty your faithfulness and what i got when i do everything with honesty? lie? ow, please, we're not gotta do any dramas here nor fairytale what i know now, is nothing that's why, i try to avoid you guys, never believe in you , than hurt myself with those lie

kosong...

siapa yang bilang aku tegar? aku ngga setegar itu... begitu sesak hati ini dengan keiirian, kebencian apa yang bisa kuperbuat saat ini? bermuram durja? bahkan lebih buruk dari itu aku terus membenci dia seolah-olah dia sudah merebut semua hal dariku dan apa yang aku cari? hanya kekosongan di hati ini dan tak tahu apa yang harus kuisi... tak tahu apa yang harus aku perbuat dan aku kehilangan arah akankah kutemukan jalan? jalan yang tak membuatku sesat hingga akhirnya benci ini hilang dan aku bisa menatapnya tanpa penuh dendam? ___________________________________________________________________ silakan jawab pertanyaan berikut dgn menulisnya d comment :D

still me..

sitting in front of the porch looking at the rain it's pouring down when the wind blows my face feels the air on my skin still me... waiting for you though it's raining or cloudy still me.. who never changing the one you recognize... still me... staring at the sky with this confuse feeling waiting for the uncertainty between us still me.. see the sky without star tonight has decided no doubt it's an end for us... everybody said I'm changed... I'm sure you never know.. coz you just want the still-me which i had left... _________________________________________________________________________ im stuck here. sorry. will continue it. have any suggestion? :3 >> finish 2:49pm oh nooo.. i'm sure this is just a weird poem. im not going to make it be a poem just wanna pour down those words which has left in my head :P