Pergi

nyatanya teringat
di hujan itu termenung
selamat tinggal
tak sempat kutanya

lidahku kelu tak dapat berkata
angin terbang pergi membawa memori
ingin kurengkuh ku tak dapat
hanya rindu yang terasa

terbang jauh oh angin
bawa rindu ini bersamamu juga
hingga tak ada rasa sepi di hatiku
kosong pun tak mengapa

sakit. begitu pedih
pedih yang tak terucap
tak terhiaskan oleh kata
hanya ingin pergi



11.01.2014

ketika waktu galau pun dipergunakan untuk menulis. haha. ini agak terinspirasi dari film korea "100 Days With Mr. Arrogant" sih. enjoy. komen ya kalo ada kesalahan di pengejaan, ataupun aturannya :)

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