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perfume diary #2 like

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Now onto the perfume that I like 1. Miss Dior Blooming Bouquet EDT  Smells good, but i don't have the photo because i finished the sample and didn't buy the new one 2. From top left to bottom right. Chloé EDP, Chloé Love Story EDP, Roses de Chloé EDT, Chloé Rose tangerine EDT, Chloé Fleur de Parfum EDP. My most favorite is Chloé EDP, least favorites are Love Story, Roses de Chloé. But all of them are bearable and smells good too. I definitely wana buy the full version of Chloé EDP and wanna try Chloé Nomade too. 3. Twilly d'Hermes EDP smells warm, mature, fits for night wear and stay for long hour 4. Lancome Idôle Not sure if this is EDT or EDP, but smells flowery, sweet but not overbearing, great for daily wear. 5. Chanel Coco Mademoiselle and Gabrielle Chanel EDP.  I really like Coco and I came to grow to like Gabrielle. At first I don't like Gabrielle, but the smell is so good if you spray it on your clothes...

perfume diary #1 dislike

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So, i was on perfume frenzy and bought lotsa samples before. I wanna list down perfume that smells bad for me. This will be for my own reminder as well. List will be updated based on new entry. 1. Coach Signature Rose d'Or EDP There is no rose smell at all in my opinion. Well, the base note has hint of it, but the top note is definitely smells like Arabian oud. kayak kemenyan juga. No more sample for this one. Color of the liquid is orange pinkish. 2. Kenzo Flower EDP Smells too sweet in my opinion. No rose smell, but I liked this before due to its powdery smell. This one however is too sweet. The EDT one is better imo. 3. Salvatore Ferragamo Signorina EDP Too sweet. Can't stand this  Will finish the last 2 to spray on my clothes.

what the heck am i doing right now?

 it's November, another 1 month towards the end of year what the heck am i doing right now? worked as recruiter, rejecting jobs as recruiter do i really wanna do it? i don't i don't think being sales person is what i want but i can always give my 100% effort to work i wanna restart my life can i? i think of being another person working the job they like i know there will be ups and downs but at least they love the job, it's part of their passion and where am i now? not trying on things i want to do nor do i work on things i want to do i felt lazy. i am lazy don't even know what kind of job i wanna do society , and my mom, dad, family, dictates that a person like me, who is an overseas graduate, shouldn't work a lowly job (cust service, admin staff) but for something bigger. now how do we get the chance to do something bigger when you are just a small potato? would there be anyone want to give you a chance in this competitive world nowadays? i don't know.

graduate school and future job

have i told you about grad school? i really wanna continue taking master's degree in the future. i don't know, maybe master in tourism management or master in psychology. both are the fields i want to study. however, grad school is so expensive, looking at my age now , 27, i need to at least save up 5-7 years of my salary to be able to afford grad school abroad (while unemployed), and i'm currently still unemployed, which might deter my plan to few years back. i don't see master's degree as a means to advance my career. more like, i wanna learn these fields because i'm interested in it. i believe that i can finish it with now my understanding in both languages and experiences. i understand that i will find more new information, knowledge, horizon when i start my study, it would be amazing yet going into the unknown lol. but at least i'm more prepared than when i was in undergrad school. i also think of my future job. i wanna work at the field i'm passion...

unfair treatment to people who is not studying at top school

 i just want to rant about how it is so unfair for people who studied in a school that is not considered a top school for a mere position as Office Admin cum PA. i feel like it's so unfair when you open such position for fresh grad but you said that fresh grad needs to be considered based on their school. client wants someone from top school. you know what? as someone who graduated from top school, i don't wanna be mere office admin cum PA. such job is supposed to be for 2 people, but you put it on 1 person, it shows on how stingy you are, client. you may be a small office, but decide on which you want to hire for. and if you want a PA, then hire a PA. not an office admin. ask for 2 years exp as PA, don't put false hope such as fresh graduate are welcome. it is also part of my lesson, that i need to read carefully and posted things carefully if i don't wanna feel the same anger anymore. it sucks that i wanna people who is fresh grad and have no prior exp to be given a c...

mature?

re-reading my previous posts, i can say i rant a lot during this pandemic (or even before pandemic lol). i have no one to confide in. i know my best friend (well, more like childhood friend rather than best because i know...) that she will judge me childish, for complaining on such trivial things. my other close friends will hear about it, but i don't wanna complain a lot about my life to them, i know it tends to annoy people to listen to rants.  but i can say that i'm being mature every day. i tried not to put it into heart every time my sis gave me snide remarks, my bro being his annoying self, my mom's complaining about me and my laziness. i think only my dad who is most quiet because everyone else has done the talking.  also, i tried to ignore my sis every other day when she gave me side eye or rolling her eyes followed by razor-cut sentences. because, why do i want to react. it's not worth it. but other day, well, i'm just so annoyed that i will just keep quiet...

retirement

Suddenly thinking about what I want to do when I retire. I'll put this here so that when I forgot about it, I can look back and remember that I have to save up for this future retirement plan. So, I don't know why, but I really wanna move to New Zealand for my retirement. Maybe around 40-50 years old? Until then, I will save up, traveling to my bucket list countries (Japan, Turkey for hot air balloon and Bhutan). I wanna have a grape field or cows farm also a small house in the village. It's gonna be peaceful. Maybe I should learn how to drive car/truck XD Either that or just in different city but still gonna live in rural areas. If I have enough money, I wanna make retirement house/club. It's gonna be fun, when you are older and not living with your child or grandkids, you still have friends to meet and gather in a club, doing whatever you want or entertainment they provided such as mini golf, knitting, chess, reading club, ping pong, evening tea while gossiping whose ...