graduate school and future job

have i told you about grad school?

i really wanna continue taking master's degree in the future. i don't know, maybe master in tourism management or master in psychology. both are the fields i want to study.

however, grad school is so expensive, looking at my age now , 27, i need to at least save up 5-7 years of my salary to be able to afford grad school abroad (while unemployed), and i'm currently still unemployed, which might deter my plan to few years back.

i don't see master's degree as a means to advance my career. more like, i wanna learn these fields because i'm interested in it. i believe that i can finish it with now my understanding in both languages and experiences. i understand that i will find more new information, knowledge, horizon when i start my study, it would be amazing yet going into the unknown lol. but at least i'm more prepared than when i was in undergrad school.

i also think of my future job. i wanna work at the field i'm passionate about, but i know that's not how the world works. looking at my circumstances, i need money more than my passion. most of the things i wanna learn requires money, so yeah, i think working on anything profitable will be great. putting my focus on recruitment now would be great. i want to learn to be able to separate passion and professional. 

i guess for now, i will focus on finding jobs within recruitment industry. who knows what the future prepares for us, but i will do my best learning the rope in this industry. it might be hard without the fuel of passion, twice harder i guess, but it will be worth it. the money will be worth it. i hope so.

i guess my mind has been money-oriented lately that i always connect everything with my budget lol.