.::my long journey::.

Today is a very bad day for me. I cried my sadness just now and now I can't see my laptop screen without it feels too bright or too dark while wearing my glasses. It's a tough first day of new semester. Actually, it is my final semester now. You know what, final semester means you passed the awkward moment you had with your classmates, but it seems that my first impression on them was not good enough for them to regard me as merely a good person. (I just met my new classmates in third semester, now is my sixth semester). Apparently , they remembered it so well that I broke their heart last year, by my foolish act and their stinginess (if there is any noun for stingy). and I thought it was already OK until this morning when this girl mentally knocked me off by saying "so Jessica, you only follow the crowd..." saying it with a judging tone. well, here I will explain why she said that to me when the class in a silence state of group discussion. How do you feel to come...

Mood : soooooo baddddddddd Listen to : IU - You & I (Last Fantasy Album) really really, I really hate this. toko bukunya boleh besar tapi jangan kayak gini dong pelayanan onlinenya. ga jelas gini. bayar aja minta cepet-cepet. ngga ada informasi yang jelas. sumpah, mending di toko buku online lain aja walopun mahalan dikit tapi pelayanannya bagus dan ngga minta bayar cepet-cepet kayak gini. kayak takut bakal dibatalin aja. padahal uda pesen banyak. geezzzzzzzzz. I'm gonna kill one of their admins! yak yak yak, sudahlah, smoga babe mau transferin, geez, bates akhir hari minggu, and what can I do when the bank opens on Monday not Sunday? If it were my dad's bank, I would transfer it today, right now!!! but actually not. pokoke saya kesel kesel kesel. sumpah, sekali ini aja gue pesen di sini.

Happy Birthday to me~ Holaaaa. Today is special. It's my birthday~ hohoo. I'm 17th nowww~ Well, I don't celebrate it so I just celebrate it in my blog.~ hehehe well, I never think that time would pass so fast till I got 17 now. :D So many well. hehehe but really, everyone forget about my birthday. even my family :( *sad* but it's okay~ I'll celebrate it by myself. hoho. but thanks to Ray-Uki-Senpai and Ce Sinchan for the congratulations. Hoho and thanks to God for giving me such a long time to live (buat umur yang panjang sampai skarang). I'm very grateful now. :) you know what? today , many people have their birthday. haha. Well, Happy Birthday to you who celebrate it today :D Let's have party! Except, to realize, that today is my birthday, today is as usual, having breakfast, go to temple (?) to pray, finishing homework. duhhh. boring! I checked again my photos CD. arghhhh. that photographer must be changed unless he really wanted to be fi...

“Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, today is a gift of God, which is why we call it the present.” — Bill Keane Mood : Hungry Mommy, I wanna eat nowwwww~~~ Yaaaa, finally we are in holiday now, which is Lebaran, Happy Lebaran Day for all Muslim all over the world~~ *bagi ketupat dongggg~~~ #puppy eyes * Haaaa, apakah siang yang panas ini harus diwarnai dengan aksi "anarkis" adikku terhadapku? Tentu tidak. Lebih baik saya jauhi saja dia, dan mungkin saya perlu jadi psikolog supaya bisa menyembuhkan gangguan dalam dirinya. Saya jahat kan? Tentu. Kureomnyo~ Tidak ada yang lebih jahat dibanding saya. Ughhhh, dalam keadaan lapar saya malah menulis. Menahan lapar dengan tidak mudah. Maaf, saya emang bukan muslim, dan maaf bukan menggoda supaya kalian batal. hehehe apakah Anda tahu mengapa saya menulis journal di blog? Karena saya adalah seorang pelupa. Mengapa menulis saat siang? Karena pada malam hari, memori sudah over limit...