hello again and some stories from before
I have been on and off on this blog post. Sometimes, I forgot that I have a blog and that I can write whatever I want in this blog, without the need to post a picture first before putting on a caption. been thinking about relationship and if I really want to get into a relationship. and how my life now is so uncertain. I was doubting myself, being a person who has low self esteem. I wonder if I can get what I want at the end. I hope everything will turn out to be great. or fine. whatever is that, I hope it's gonna be good. I wish my wish would come true. I am still working towards it. I know others do not have it easy, but I am so impatient. I guess God is still trying to open my eyes, to make me a patient person, but I just can't, though I am trying now. I think I am better now than my previous self. I was really a bad person before. How I made my parents worried about me, felt all the frustration I had. I would rather them not to know my frustration now. I just w...