.::my long journey::.

Happy Birthday to me~ Holaaaa. Today is special. It's my birthday~ hohoo. I'm 17th nowww~ Well, I don't celebrate it so I just celebrate it in my blog.~ hehehe well, I never think that time would pass so fast till I got 17 now. :D So many well. hehehe but really, everyone forget about my birthday. even my family :( *sad* but it's okay~ I'll celebrate it by myself. hoho. but thanks to Ray-Uki-Senpai and Ce Sinchan for the congratulations. Hoho and thanks to God for giving me such a long time to live (buat umur yang panjang sampai skarang). I'm very grateful now. :) you know what? today , many people have their birthday. haha. Well, Happy Birthday to you who celebrate it today :D Let's have party! Except, to realize, that today is my birthday, today is as usual, having breakfast, go to temple (?) to pray, finishing homework. duhhh. boring! I checked again my photos CD. arghhhh. that photographer must be changed unless he really wanted to be fi...

i can't sleep although i'm so sleepy... wat are u doing at this kind of time? usually, it must be an owl which haven't got to bed. and now, me too... huhu... just now, just realized, feel doki doki when he said something that related to me. just expected , does he really care about me? i hope it's not just a friendship, but i know, if i did it, i won't get any kind of friendship nor relationship. can u guys just tell me what should i do? although i know what i should do at this time. just being stable in this friendship. "please, don't go from me. just wait me, and if you don't like me anymore, just tell me, and i'll leave you, will never see you again as your wish." if i just could make any sense of this!!! argh... *meracau* btw, happy birthday Kim Taeyeon, the dorky leader of SNSD, wish you all the best, more mature and wiser, and will always be the leader of SNSD! #ProudToBeSONE

firstly , Happy birthday to every #Sagittarius around the world. I hope you continue to be real and honest even if it means hurting someones source : @ZodiacFacts omo, this november , so many friends celebrate their birthday, and of course me too, although without party , etc . hahaha and i get more lazy , lazy and lazy. is winter gonna come soon? ow, i wish. but, i'm in indonesia, maybe just rain comes everytime.. ;'( and have exam on this month, makes me sick. :( i'm too lazy to study , also i don't have complete notebook for my study :( hope God always bless me :( tomorrow has math and history tests. wish me luck , guys :) i pray for your all happiness :D keep smiling :) that's what makes your day brightly :)

in this 16th , i'm still i am. haha never thought that i would get older, older and older and realized, why i still like this? never change, just the-still-me immature, spoiled, and have examination on this birthday~ hwhw *sob* oh! and still look innocent yet sly~ LOL be careful with me ~ lalala~ XD oh. i hope everyone will more caring to me. i love to be loved :) also, i wanna get everything i want. huhu.. really, everything i wanted is just a dream. like laptop, android phone, and else. haha happy birthday for those who celebrate your birthday in this day , may God bless u all, and may all your wish come true :)