.::my long journey::.

mood : stress on playlist : Beethoven - Sonata for Violin and Piano #5 in F major, Op.24 'Spring' - 2nd Movement saya sudah gila dibuat oleh nilai-nilai pelajaran. kalo bisa dibilang, saya orang yang termasuk pelit klo uda nyangkut urusan sekolah. kebanyakan murid zaman sekarang ntu males, ngga mau berusaha, ujung-ujung mau nyontek aja. skali terjun ke dunia aslinya, baru deh kelabakan. seperti sekarang ini, liburan US dijadikan guru sebagai hari pembantaian para murid kelas X dan XI dengan tugas2 seabrek dari mereka. sungguh, tak beradab! *lebayyyy* karena tugas individu maupun kelompok yang seabrek ini dijadikan alasan bagi murid-murid yang rada males buat minta copas alias copy paste. mereka pada mau menikmati liburan dengan tenang tanpa gangguan dengan minta copy file pada temen yg uda selesai kerjain *contohnya gue sebagai korban*. tentu aja dong gue ga mau pinjemin, masa gue nyari tuu jawaban susah-susah dia tinggal copas beberapa menit aja? enakan lo nyebur ke laut aja d...

hari yang menyenangkan. tadi bagi rapor mid, dan ranking saya naikkk~ smoga tar naik lagiii di semester 2, jadi bisa dapet undangan SNMPTN. *aminnnnnn~* gw dapet mug sama pembatas buku dari GITA *majalah sekolah gw*. huwaaa~ ga nyangka bakal menang tuu TTS ~ :D thanks to @GITA_Xav1 for the mug!!! wanna put the picture , but maybe later i'll upload all picture in the special post for it *with its explanation.* by the way, i have no mood today to do anything, but i'll do my best to keep posting in blogger. regards, Sakura Himemiya PS : akhirnya saya upload skarang~ tidak berarti libur itu menyenangkan jika koneksi internet anda selambat siput sementara anda secepat banteng. *serius*

today, a lil' crazy was given lotsa assignments. don't think i would do it all. although having 1 week holiday. huwaaaa... so boring lately. need refreshing! but mom and dad too busy to have refreshing thing. my best-buddy? i don't know. they have their own world lately. i feel so lonely, and no one accompany me as partner-of-crime wanna do some KARAOKE!!! *kara oukestura* watching Pride and Prejudice, i don't know from what version is, but really enjoy it. huwaaaaa, Mr. Darcy is sooooo handsome! I love his cool-hearted-outside-but-warm-inside character. he is perfectly my type! ahaha... just kidding. still, he's too perfect till I can't believe this kind of man would exist in this world :P btw, i change my blog title. from 'life goes on' become 'speak now'. it's inspired by Taylor Swift album, and i think i always speak out from blogging, not in 'speaking' case. PS : forgot to give title just now

gimana sih cara UNFOLLOW blog orang lain yg ada di Reading Lists blog kitaa?? banyak blog yang ga diaktifin sama pemiliknya, and i want to UNFOLLOW them. please tell me how to UNFOLLOW another blogger's account from Reading Lists thank u very much :)

hari ini, bingung. apa yang ingin kukatakan ya? semua berkecamuk di kepala. sampai aku melupakan segalanya dan disinilah aku, terpekur menatap layar komputer, dengan program Word yang menyala apa yang ingin kuketik? aku sendiri bingung darimana aku harus memulai? aku tidak tahu pandu aku agar aku tak tersesat *maafkan atas kegajean penulis.

neutge daniji jom ma sureun meolli jom haebwa yeol saljjari aecheoreom mareul an deutni jeongmal useumman nawa nuga nugul bogo aira haneunji jeongmal useumman nawa sirheun yaegi hage doeneun nae mameul molla joheun yaegiman nanugo sipeun nae mameul molla geumanhalkka? geumanhaja hanabuteo yeolkkaji da neol wihan sori nae mal deutji annneun neoegeneun ppeonhan jansori geu manhaja geuman haja saranghagiman haedo sigan eomneunde meori anin gaseumeuro haneun iyagi niga sirta haedo an hal suga eomneun iyagi geumanhaja geumanhaja neoui jansoriman deullyeo babeun je ttae meongneunji yeojan meolli haneunji on jongireul ne yeope itgo sipeunde naega geu mamingeoya jumeoni soge neol neoko danimyeon jeongmal haengbokhal tende duri animyeon andoeneun uri iyagi nuga deutneundamyeon nollyeodaego useul iyagi geumanhalkka? geumanhaja hanabuteo yeolkkaji da neol wihan sori nae mal deutji annneun neoegeneun ppeonhan jansori geumanhaja geumanhaja saranghagiman haedo sigan eomneunde meo ri anin gaseumeuro ...

eojjeom ireoke haneureun deo paran geonji oneulttara wae barameun tto wanbyeokhanji geunyang moreuneun cheok hana motdeureun cheok jiwobeorin cheok ttan yaegil sijakhalkka amu mal motage immatchulkka nunmuri chaollaseo gogael deureo heureuji motage tto saljjak useo naege wae ireoneunji museun mareul haneunji oneul haetdeon modeun mal jeo haneul wiro hanbeondo motaetdeon mal ulmyeonseo hal jureun na mollatdeon mal naneunyo oppaga joheungeol eotteokhae saero bakkwin nae meoriga byeolloyeonneunji ipgo nawatdeon osi silsuyeotdeon geonji ajik moreuneun cheok gieok an naneun cheok amu ireopdeon geotcheoreom gureobolkka geunyang nagajago yaegihalkka nunmuri chaollaseo gogael deureo heureuji motage tto saljjak useo naege wae ireoneunji museun mareul haneunji oneul haetdeon modeun mal jeo haneul wiro hanbeondo motaetdeon mal ulmyeonseo hal jureun na mollatdeon mal naneunyo oppaga joheungeol (hyu~) eotteokhae ireon nareul bogo geureon seulpeun mareun haji marayo cheoreomneun geonji jogeum dunhan...

ya ampunnnnn.... udahh MARET!!! dan tau gak sihhhh?? hari ini bener-bener ngga menyenangkan. hmm... ngga sih, ada senengnya juga. hehe. well, have no word to say , actually. i just wanna do spam lyric. hehe. enjoy :D btw, lagi seneng2nya nih pengen nonton Jane Eyre ma Red Riding Hood. trus. malem minggu tar ada konser, temenku jadi concertmaster-nya. pasti seru. :D

jeongmal neon da ijeotdeora bangabge nal boneun neoui eolgul boni geujeya eoryeompusi apaodeora sae sal chaoreuji mothan sangcheoga nunmureun heureujil anhadeora ibyeorira haneun ge daedanchido mothaeseo ireohge bojalgeoteobseoseo joheun ibyeoriran geo, gyeolgug sesangen eobtneun iriran geol aratdamyeon geuddae charari da ureodulgeol geuddae imi naraneun geon negen kkeutieotdaneun geon naman mollasseotdeon iyagi sarangeun anieotdeora nae gyeote meomuldeon siganieosseul ppun ijeya eoryempusi argeotman gata wae neon mianhaesseoyaman haetneunji naega neomu deuldeosseotna bwa ddeonaneun sunganmajeo gidaereul haesseotdani eolmana useuwotdeon geoni joheun ibyeoriran geo, gyeolgug sesangen eobsneun iriran geol aratdamyeon geuddae charari da ureodulgeol geuddae imi naraneun geon negen kkeutieotdaneun geon naman mollasseodeon iyagi TRANSLATION You really did forget everything Seeing how happily you’re greeting me Only then did I vaguely begin to feel the pain The wound that had yet to appear on...

hope people in Japan are okay, and may the dead are in peace. :(

i can't sleep although i'm so sleepy... wat are u doing at this kind of time? usually, it must be an owl which haven't got to bed. and now, me too... huhu... just now, just realized, feel doki doki when he said something that related to me. just expected , does he really care about me? i hope it's not just a friendship, but i know, if i did it, i won't get any kind of friendship nor relationship. can u guys just tell me what should i do? although i know what i should do at this time. just being stable in this friendship. "please, don't go from me. just wait me, and if you don't like me anymore, just tell me, and i'll leave you, will never see you again as your wish." if i just could make any sense of this!!! argh... *meracau* btw, happy birthday Kim Taeyeon, the dorky leader of SNSD, wish you all the best, more mature and wiser, and will always be the leader of SNSD! #ProudToBeSONE

think over what have I done? I don't know why you keep asking ? because I just can say I don't know what should I do? day by day still see him in the garden why he is so handsome like that ? is it just because I can't get him so he looks so shining? no. no. he's already had girlfriend. what am I expected for? again . looking at him... today I realize, it's just another story I should start a new story so that I could continue it with another character... with another feeling today is the end. and start the new one. PS : to the one who broke my heart till it became pieces.

akhir-akhir ni.... bosen... males... banyak kerjaan *sapa bilang gw ga ada kerjaan* pengen ngobrol, bingung mau ngobrol ma siapa pengen ngerjain orang, ah, mereka smua pada sibuk pengen ngerjain tugas, adaaaaa ajaaa halangannya pengen triak-triak, masih mikir tar tetangga bakal bilang apa... bingung... bingung... bingung... galau... galau... galau... jadi populer deh ni kata2 karena @rollingdorks nyiptain acara #galaumalam sama #kickroll buat kalian yg baca, follow deh, dijamin bikin ngakak, stress ilang, BAB lancar *dilempar* pengen menghidupkan hobi fotografi dan menulis, tapi lagi gak ada objek nih. dan kebetulan banget, gw lagi ngerjain artikel buat lomba. saking bingungnya mo nulis apa, jadi berkesan negatif lantaran pendapat gw sendiri yg tanpa bukti. artikel gw dinilai oleh temen gw sebagai artikel tanpa bukti yg jelas. gw sakit hati lhooo... tapi gw menerima itu. dia bener, tapi pas bilangnya nusuk langsung. hihiihii. you guys should try this! haha nembak langsung bikin ga terd...