day by day

think over
what have I done?
I don't know
why you keep asking ?
because I just can say I don't know
what should I do?

day by day
still see him in the garden
why he is so handsome like that ?
is it just because I can't get him so he looks so shining?

no. no.
he's already had girlfriend.
what am I expected for?

again .
looking at him...

today
I realize, it's just another story
I should start a new story
so that I could continue it
with another character...
with another feeling

today is the end.
and start the new one.

PS : to the one who broke my heart till it became pieces.

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