.::my long journey::.

Mood : confused really. I asked something stupid to my friend. am i really that annoying? she even speechless. i know that every one doesn't like me. in brief. i often seeing than speaking lately. i'm alone and you know, he loves somebody. that girl who is better (in all things) than me. i wish i could forget this feeling soon. and i wish i won't think of him frequently. i have lotsa wishes. one is, to graduate soon from high school ,continue my life to college. but i'm afraid to experience something new like working. i don't want to go out from my safe zone. even to wish for a rich, yet handsome, guy. wkwk. that's what the teacher told us.

you also can read my review here Title : Infinitely Yours Writer : Orizuka Publisher : GagasMedia Pages : 304 pages Price : Rp47000 Rate : 5/5 stars Reviewer comment : I'm in love with this book. <3 my favorite for this year. I wrote it in Indonesian because the book is Indonesian edition :) Semua hal berawal dari kebetulan.   Rayan, Narayan Sadewa, sangat benci Korea, namun ia tetap harus pergi ke Korea karena ia harus menemui seseorang, mantan kekasih yang meninggalkannya setelah 10 tahun pacaran untuk mengambil beasiswa S2 di Korea. Seharusnya Rayan membeli tiket pulang pergi ke Korea, tetapi Alif, sahabatnya, malah salah membeli tiket tour Korea untuknya.   Jingga, ia amat menyukai Korea, segala berbau Korea dan ia mengikuti tour Korea yang sudah pernah ia ikuti tahun sebelumnya demi menemui pangeran berkudanya, seorang pria Korea yang menjadi native guide di tour yang pernah ia ikuti, Yun Jae.   Pertemuan keduanya dimulai ketika Rayan tidak sengaj...

Mood : feel sorry Listen to : Brown Eyed Girls - Sixth Sense well, I felt sorry to my friends. really, i didn't mean it. i didn't mean to say that to show off or in a sarcasm way. just want to say it. sometimes, i know that my mouth act first than my head. i'm really sorry. wish she read this post. >.< and I know that lately i'm being so annoying. to be talkative. and i'm trying to be a quiet person. hope they won't hate me again. aaaa. life is so difficult lately. :( i always wish for simple thing, but why God haven't made it come true? it's simple, i want everybody be friend with me. i wish i didn't hurt them from my words or else. aaaaaaaaa. i don't know i don't know. :((

Happy Birthday to me~ Holaaaa. Today is special. It's my birthday~ hohoo. I'm 17th nowww~ Well, I don't celebrate it so I just celebrate it in my blog.~ hehehe well, I never think that time would pass so fast till I got 17 now. :D So many well. hehehe but really, everyone forget about my birthday. even my family :( *sad* but it's okay~ I'll celebrate it by myself. hoho. but thanks to Ray-Uki-Senpai and Ce Sinchan for the congratulations. Hoho and thanks to God for giving me such a long time to live (buat umur yang panjang sampai skarang). I'm very grateful now. :) you know what? today , many people have their birthday. haha. Well, Happy Birthday to you who celebrate it today :D Let's have party! Except, to realize, that today is my birthday, today is as usual, having breakfast, go to temple (?) to pray, finishing homework. duhhh. boring! I checked again my photos CD. arghhhh. that photographer must be changed unless he really wanted to be fi...

Mood : baddddddddddddddd Listen to : Gumiho's Theme -Fox Rain- My Girlfriend is Gumiho OST Tahukah Anda bahwa kebenaran itu lebih menyakitkan daripada kebohongan? Oke, saya lebih suka kebenaran yg pahit daripada kebohongan yg manis, karena ujung-ujungnya sama-sama menjadi pahit juga. Jadi lebih baik mengecap pahit itu terlebih dahulu, lalu memprosesnya dan beradaptasi dengan rasa pahit itu daripada dikejutkan dari rasa manis ke rasa pahit! Ya! Saya mendapat berita ga mengenakkan dari adik saya. Teman adik saya ini mengatai adik saya tapi make ngatain saya juga. Apa reaksi Anda ketika mendengar ini? Adik saya marah-marah sama temannya (yang untungnya cowo, tapi cukup nyenyes) karena mengatakan hal yg ga ada benernya. Tapi, temennya ini membela diri bahwa ia mendengar dari seorang teman saya yang mengatakan bahwa saya itu nyenyes, cerewet, dsb. Ya ampun, saya ga menyangka bahwa teman saya (yg saya anggap teman baik) mengatakan hal demikian di hadapan orang lain tetapi tidak to ...

Hujan tak kunjung datang meninggalkan jejak debu sepanjang jalan Hujan tak kunjung datang di tengah kegersangan hati akankah ada mata air? Hujan tak kunjung datang mengingat terik matahari tak kunjung mereda Hujan tak kunjung datang Apa aku masih harus terus menanti?

Mood : Laughing Out Loud! hahahaha. gila. saya uda gila akut. Makin lihai saja saya dalam meramu kata2 menjadi kata yg GOMBAL! wkwk. @ jes_chan   oh,, aq kn tersesat di hatimu, makanya aq gk keliatan.. lho??! haha :p @ thaEthaa   hahaha. masa sih? padahal di hatiku ga ada lorong2. hanya ada 1 jalan menuju hatiku, dan itu buat kamu seorang.   # eleee saya sangat terkejut dengan apa yg saya ketikkan ke teman saya (look at the largest one). apa saya berbakat jadi seorang penulis puisi ntar? apakah saya juga berbakat sebagai penggombal sejati? hahaha. kita lihat saja nanti! LOL