Mood : jet-lag
first time i'm out from my comfort zone. away from my family, makes me want to cry right now. can't believe this actually. i never thought about taking study outside, i think i'll still be near my family. but now, here i am, far away from them, even my departure, they can't accompany me. i feel afraid somehow. afraid that i can't survive here, i'm afraid that i'll feel very lonely. but i know that my parents has spent many for my study. so i hope that i can survive here till i graduate, look for job. i hope i can stand this loneliness, though i'm not strong at first, but i believe, with their pray, i can go through all of these. wish me luck, and i pray for everyone the best.