7.9.11

Journal 15 : Surprised!

I was supposed to write this one yesterday, but my Internet as usual was lagged.

Mood : happy
Listen to : Mandy Moore-Only Hope

Yesterday was a surprise. I didn't think that he actually supposed to do it.
He promised me to give 2 lollipops, but actually he bought 5! How could it be. Although it just a small surprise, but I felt so happy, never in my mind he would do it. Sweet, actually. Omigod. Am I crazy in love now? Yes! Stupid but yes! He has made me in this way.

But, one thing for sure, I don't want to expect too much. Since he can't easily be read. huh, I'm supposed to be able to read someone's characters, but not with him. Even his feeling.
and I'm quite sure he knew it already. I'm bad at lying, hiding my feeling. It's shown up like an opened-book! Wish he never knew this, wish I could forget this. hush hush.



Only Hope - Mandy Moore

There's a song that's inside of my soul.
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold.
But you sing to me over and over and over again.

So, I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope.

Sing to me the song of the stars.
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.

So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now, you're my only hope.

I give you my destiny.
I'm giving you all of me.
I want your symphony, singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs, I'm giving it back.

So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I pray, to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope.

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