12.4.12

Journal 65 : My Heart is Beating

no no, it just a song title. it sang by K.Will. see the picture above? it's him. hahaha. i really love his voice lately. spend my time by listening his songs : My Heart is Beating, I Hate Myself, Present, and the latest one I Need You.

you have to try to listen his songs, since it's really good and yeahhh, of course about love. but i love the genre, what is it? ballad? kinda. hahaha.

next week is National Exam for SHS students all over Indonesia. my heart is beating. thump thump. it's the LAST exam for us , but not really last since we still have life to face and there will be more harder exams than what we're going to face right now (national exam).

but still, i wish the best for me, wish the best for the score later, so that i can get scholarship in university. it will be a good opening for my college life. :D

since the post title is My Heart is Beating, i'll give the lyric too. it's the 3rd track of K.Will The Second Album 가슴이 뛴다 album.

My Heart is Beating (가슴이 뛴다) by K.Will


Ip sul ggeu te mae chyeo in neun mal
Neo man bo myeon ha go shi peun mal
Neo mu so jung hae a ggyeo du ryeo go
Cham go ddo cham neun mal

Hal su i sseo haeng bok han geu mal
Ba reum jo cha dal kom han geu mal
Je il jo eun nal
Je il meot ji ge ne ge hae ju go shi peun geu mal

Neo reul sa rang hae sa rang hae sa rang han da
Han beon du beon eul ma le do mo ja ra seo
A ggi ji mot hae sum gi ji mot hae
Sol jik han nae mam eul go bae geul hae

Jeong mal neo man i neo man i jeong bu in nan
Neo reul bo go ddo an a do beok cha neun nan
Ma lal ddae ma da da shi seol le seo
Swi un jeok eop deon geu mal neo reul sa rang hae

Ul da ga do ut ge ha neun mal
Ut da ga ddo ul ge ha neun mal
A ju meon hun nal
Neo ye gwit ga e ha go nun gam go shi peun geu mal

Neo reul sa rang hae sa rang hae sa rang han da
Han beon du beon eul ma lae do mo ja ra seo
A ggi ji mot hae sum gi ji mot hae
Sol jik han nae mam eul go bae geul hae

Jeong mal neo man i neo man i jeon bu in nan
Neo reul bo go ddo an a do beok cha neun nan
Ma lal ddae ma da da shi seol le seo
Swi un jeok eop deon geu mal neo reul sa rang hae

Ne ga da ga on da
Na reul bon da
Ga seum i ddwi eo on da
Mae il neo reul bwa do i reon geon gi jeo gil ga
Gye sok dwaen ggum in geol gga

Sa rang hae sa rang hae sa rang hae neol
Da shi mu reo do dae da beun ddok ga teun de
Dol lyeo ma la go ggu myeo bol lae do
Gyeol gu ge nae mam eun i reon geo ya

Jeong mal neo man i neo man i jeon bu in na
Neo reul bo go ddo an a do nun mu ri na
Eo ddeo ke ne ga nae ge on geo ni
Mi deul su eop seul man keum
Neo reul sa rang hae

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English Translation

Words on the tip of my tongue
Words that I want to say only when I see you
That you’re too precious, I’m gonna protect you
Those words that I’ve been holding in

Words that make me happy when I can speak them out
Words that are sweet to just pronounce
That I will be my best
That I want to treat you with my best, those words

I love you, I love you, I love you
Because saying just once or twice isn’t enough
I can’t save it, I can’t hide it
I’m confessing my true heart

Only you only you are everything to me
Even when I look at you, even when I hold you, they’re too much I can’t handle
Every time I speak them out, my heart flutters again
Those words that have never been easy, “I love you”

Words that make you smile even when you’re crying
Words that also make you cry when you’re smiling
A far away day in the future
Those words I want to whisper to your ears before closing my eyes

I love you, I love you, I love you
Because saying just once or twice isn’t enough
I can’t save it in, I can’t hide it
I’m confessing my true heart

Only you only you are everything to me
Even though I’m looking at you, even though I’m holding you, they’re too much for me
Every time I say them out, my heart flutters again
Those words that have never been easy, “I love you”

You’re coming close
You’re looking at me
My heart is racing
Seeing you every day, still isn’t it a miracle?
Isn’t it a consistent dream?

I love you, I love you, I love you
No matter how many times asked, the answer is the same
Even if I talk around, even if I try to pretend
In the end my heart is like this

Really only you only you are everything to me
Even though I’m looking at you, even though I’m holding you, my tears are falling
How could you come to me?
As much as how that seems unbelievable to me
I love you