31.3.11

kicau galau dikala stres

mood : stress

on playlist : Beethoven - Sonata for Violin and Piano #5 in F major, Op.24 'Spring' - 2nd Movement

saya sudah gila dibuat oleh nilai-nilai pelajaran. kalo bisa dibilang, saya orang yang termasuk pelit klo uda nyangkut urusan sekolah. kebanyakan murid zaman sekarang ntu males, ngga mau berusaha, ujung-ujung mau nyontek aja. skali terjun ke dunia aslinya, baru deh kelabakan.

seperti sekarang ini, liburan US dijadikan guru sebagai hari pembantaian para murid kelas X dan XI dengan tugas2 seabrek dari mereka. sungguh, tak beradab! *lebayyyy*

karena tugas individu maupun kelompok yang seabrek ini dijadikan alasan bagi murid-murid yang rada males buat minta copas alias copy paste. mereka pada mau menikmati liburan dengan tenang tanpa gangguan dengan minta copy file pada temen yg uda selesai kerjain *contohnya gue sebagai korban*. tentu aja dong gue ga mau pinjemin, masa gue nyari tuu jawaban susah-susah dia tinggal copas beberapa menit aja? enakan lo nyebur ke laut aja deh, mati ditelan tsunami!

oke, ini hanya uneg2 saya aja yg malem ini pengen berlebay-lebayan. soalnya saya bosen ditambah ada temen *klo bisa disebut temen* minta jawaban tugas mulu! sebel deh gue, kurang usaha banget, padahal di kelas udah ranking gitu.

bener kan gue stres. liat aja tuh playlist, malah klasik. haha. galau apa stress nih?

24.3.11

pleasant day is not always pleased you~



hari yang menyenangkan. tadi bagi rapor mid, dan ranking saya naikkk~ smoga tar naik lagiii di semester 2, jadi bisa dapet undangan SNMPTN. *aminnnnnn~*

gw dapet mug sama pembatas buku dari GITA *majalah sekolah gw*. huwaaa~ ga nyangka bakal menang tuu TTS ~ :D thanks to @GITA_Xav1 for the mug!!!


wanna put the picture , but maybe later i'll upload all picture in the special post for it *with its explanation.*

by the way, i have no mood today to do anything, but i'll do my best to keep posting in blogger.

regards,

Sakura Himemiya


PS : akhirnya saya upload skarang~ tidak berarti libur itu menyenangkan jika koneksi internet anda selambat siput sementara anda secepat banteng. *serius*

22.3.11

Blog's Name

today, a lil' crazy

was given lotsa assignments. don't think i would do it all. although having 1 week holiday. huwaaaa... so boring lately. need refreshing! but mom and dad too busy to have refreshing thing. my best-buddy? i don't know. they have their own world lately. i feel so lonely, and no one accompany me as partner-of-crime

wanna do some KARAOKE!!! *kara oukestura*

watching Pride and Prejudice, i don't know from what version is, but really enjoy it. huwaaaaa, Mr. Darcy is sooooo handsome! I love his cool-hearted-outside-but-warm-inside character. he is perfectly my type! ahaha... just kidding. still, he's too perfect till I can't believe this kind of man would exist in this world :P

btw, i change my blog title. from 'life goes on' become 'speak now'. it's inspired by Taylor Swift album, and i think i always speak out from blogging, not in 'speaking' case.


PS : forgot to give title just now

20.3.11

UNFOLLOW UNFOLLOW!!!

gimana sih cara UNFOLLOW blog orang lain yg ada di Reading Lists blog kitaa??

banyak blog yang ga diaktifin sama pemiliknya, and i want to UNFOLLOW them.

please tell me how to UNFOLLOW another blogger's account from Reading Lists

thank u very much :)

19.3.11

terpekur seperti burung tekukur kah?

hari ini, bingung.

apa yang ingin kukatakan ya? semua berkecamuk di kepala.

sampai aku melupakan segalanya

dan disinilah aku, terpekur menatap layar komputer, dengan program Word yang menyala

apa yang ingin kuketik? aku sendiri bingung

darimana aku harus memulai? aku tidak tahu

pandu aku

agar aku tak tersesat




*maafkan atas kegajean penulis.

17.3.11

IU ft. Seulong 2 A.M - Nagging

neutge daniji jom ma
sureun meolli jom haebwa
yeol saljjari aecheoreom mareul an deutni

jeongmal useumman nawa
nuga nugul bogo aira haneunji
jeongmal useumman nawa

sirheun yaegi hage doeneun nae mameul molla
joheun yaegiman nanugo sipeun nae mameul molla
geumanhalkka? geumanhaja

hanabuteo yeolkkaji da neol wihan sori
nae mal deutji annneun neoegeneun ppeonhan jansori
geu manhaja geuman haja
saranghagiman haedo sigan eomneunde

meori anin gaseumeuro haneun iyagi
niga sirta haedo an hal suga eomneun iyagi
geumanhaja geumanhaja
neoui jansoriman deullyeo

babeun je ttae meongneunji
yeojan meolli haneunji
on jongireul ne yeope itgo sipeunde
naega geu mamingeoya
jumeoni soge neol neoko danimyeon
jeongmal haengbokhal tende

duri animyeon andoeneun uri iyagi
nuga deutneundamyeon nollyeodaego useul iyagi
geumanhalkka? geumanhaja

hanabuteo yeolkkaji da neol wihan sori
nae mal deutji annneun neoegeneun ppeonhan jansori
geumanhaja geumanhaja
saranghagiman haedo sigan eomneunde

meo ri anin gaseumeuro haneun iyagi
niga sirta haedo an hal suga eomneun iyagi
geumanhaja geumanhaja
naui jansoriga deullyeo?

nun e himeul jugo geobeul jwobwado
naegen geujeo gwiyeoun eolgul
ireollae jakku(jakku neo) deoneun mot chamgo(chamgo na)
jeongmal hwanaelji molla

saranghada malgeoramyeon an hal iyagi

nuguboda neoreul saenggakhaneun maeumui sori hwaga nado sori chyeodo neoui jansorimajeo nan dalkomhande saranghaeya hal su inneun geureon iyagi nae mal deutji annneun neoegeneun ppeonhan jansori geumanhaja geumanhaja ireon nae mameul mideojwo


TRANSLATION

Stop being out so late
Try not to drink so often
You don't listen to me like a 10 year old child

I can only laugh
Who are you calling a child?
Really, I can only laugh

You don't know how it feels for me to say these things
You don't know that I only want to say nice things to you
Should I stop? Let's stop

From one to ten, they're all words for you
But since you don't listen to me, it's only nagging to you
Let's stop, let's stop
There's not even enough time to just love

A story told by the heart, not the mind
Stories that I can't help but tell you even if you hate them
Let's stop, let's stop
I only hear your nagging

Are you eating at the right time
Are you staying away from girls
I want to be beside you all day
That's how I feel
If I could keep you in my pocket
I'd be really happy

Our story where we can only be two
A story that would make someone laugh if they heard
Should I stop? Let's stop

From one to ten, they're all words for you
But since you don't listen to me, it's only nagging to you
Let's stop, let's stop
There's not even enough time to just love

A story told by the heart, not the mind
Stories that I can't help but tell you even if you hate them
Let's stop, let's stop
I only hear your nagging

Even if you glare and try to scare me
Your face is just too cute to me
Are you going to keep this up? (You) I can't hold back anymore
I really might get angry

A story that wouldn't be told if we were to give up love
The sound of my heart that thinks only of you
Even if you're angry, even if you shout
Your nagging is just so sweet to me

A story that can only be told if we love
But since you don't listen to me, it's only nagging to you
Let's stop, let's stop
But trust my feelings

IU - Good Day

eojjeom ireoke haneureun deo paran geonji

oneulttara wae barameun tto wanbyeokhanji

geunyang moreuneun cheok hana motdeureun cheok

jiwobeorin cheok ttan yaegil sijakhalkka

amu mal motage immatchulkka


nunmuri chaollaseo gogael deureo

heureuji motage tto saljjak useo

naege wae ireoneunji museun mareul haneunji

oneul haetdeon modeun mal jeo haneul wiro

hanbeondo motaetdeon mal ulmyeonseo hal jureun na mollatdeon mal

naneunyo oppaga joheungeol eotteokhae


saero bakkwin nae meoriga byeolloyeonneunji

ipgo nawatdeon osi silsuyeotdeon geonji

ajik moreuneun cheok gieok an naneun cheok

amu ireopdeon geotcheoreom gureobolkka

geunyang nagajago yaegihalkka


nunmuri chaollaseo gogael deureo

heureuji motage tto saljjak useo

naege wae ireoneunji museun mareul haneunji

oneul haetdeon modeun mal jeo haneul wiro

hanbeondo motaetdeon mal ulmyeonseo hal jureun na mollatdeon mal

naneunyo oppaga joheungeol (hyu~) eotteokhae


ireon nareul bogo geureon seulpeun mareun haji marayo

cheoreomneun geonji jogeum dunhan geonji mideul suga eomneungeollyo


nunmureun naoneunde hwaljjak useo

ne apeul makgoseo mak keuge useo

naega wae ireoneunji bukkeureomdo eomneunji

jajonsimeun gopge jeobeo haneurwiro

han beondo motaetdeon mal eojjeomyeon dasin motal baro geu mal

naneunyo oppaga joheungeol (aiku, hana dul)


I’m in my dream

It’s too beautiful, beautiful day

Make it a good day

Just don’t make me cry


ireoke joheun nal


TRANSLATION

Why is the sky so much more blue?
Why is the breeze so perfect today?
Pretending like I don’t know
Like I didn’t hear a thing, like I erased it
Should we start talking about something else?
Should we kiss so we can’t say anything?

My eyes fill with tears, so I lift my head up
I smile a little so they won’t fall
Why are you like this to me, what are you saying?
All the things we talked about go to the sky
The words I have never said
The words I didn’t know I’d say as I cried
I like you, oppa, what do I do?

Was my recent hairstyle change bad?
Did I wear the wrong clothes?
Still pretending like I don’t know
Like I don’t remember
Should I act as if nothing happened?
Should I just say that we should go out?

My eyes fill with tears, so I lift my head up
I smile a little so they won’t fall
Why are you like this to me, what are you saying?
All the things we talked about go to the sky
The words I have never said
The words I didn’t know I’d say as I cried
I like you, oppa, what do I do?

Don’t say those kind of sad things
While looking at me like this
Is it that I’m childish or a bit slow?
I can’t believe it

Even though I’m crying, I smile
I block your way and I just smile widely
Why am I being like this, do I not have any shame?
I fold my pride up neatly and throw it up to the sky
The words I have never said
The words I might never be able to say again
I like you, oppa, aigoo, one, two
I’m in my dream

(It’s too beautiful, beautiful day)
(Make it a good day)
(Just don’t make me cry)

Such a good day

no title

ya ampunnnnn.... udahh MARET!!! dan tau gak sihhhh?? hari ini bener-bener ngga menyenangkan. hmm... ngga sih, ada senengnya juga. hehe.

well, have no word to say , actually. i just wanna do spam lyric. hehe. enjoy :D

btw, lagi seneng2nya nih pengen nonton Jane Eyre ma Red Riding Hood. trus. malem minggu tar ada konser, temenku jadi concertmaster-nya. pasti seru. :D

IU - The Story Only I Didn't Know

jeongmal neon da ijeotdeora
bangabge nal boneun neoui eolgul boni
geujeya eoryeompusi apaodeora
sae sal chaoreuji mothan sangcheoga

nunmureun heureujil anhadeora
ibyeorira haneun ge daedanchido mothaeseo
ireohge bojalgeoteobseoseo

joheun ibyeoriran geo, gyeolgug sesangen eobtneun iriran geol
aratdamyeon geuddae charari da ureodulgeol
geuddae imi naraneun geon negen kkeutieotdaneun geon
naman mollasseotdeon iyagi

sarangeun anieotdeora
nae gyeote meomuldeon siganieosseul ppun
ijeya eoryempusi argeotman gata
wae neon mianhaesseoyaman haetneunji

naega neomu deuldeosseotna bwa
ddeonaneun sunganmajeo gidaereul haesseotdani
eolmana useuwotdeon geoni

joheun ibyeoriran geo, gyeolgug sesangen eobsneun iriran geol
aratdamyeon geuddae charari da ureodulgeol
geuddae imi naraneun geon negen kkeutieotdaneun geon

naman mollasseodeon iyagi


TRANSLATION

You really did forget everything
Seeing how happily you’re greeting me
Only then did I vaguely begin to feel the pain
The wound that had yet to appear on my skin

The tears would not come
Since this farewell didn’t seem significant
Since it felt so inconsequential

A pleasant goodbye ultimately there can be no such thing
If I had known, I would have cried it all out then
At that time, that I was already a part of your ending
Was a story only I didn’t know

So it wasn’t love
It was just a moment which you spent by my side
Now I’m vaguely beginning to understand
Why you could only apologize

I must have been too excited
The very moment you left me, I was expecting you again
How foolish was I?

A pleasant goodbye ultimately there can be no such thing
If I had known, I would have cried it all out then
At that time, that I was already a part of your ending
Was a story only I didn’t know

12.3.11

#prayforJapan

hope people in Japan are okay, and may the dead are in peace. :(

8.3.11

my night, and Kim Taeyeon's Birthday



i can't sleep although i'm so sleepy...

wat are u doing at this kind of time?

usually, it must be an owl which haven't got to bed.

and now, me too... huhu...


just now, just realized, feel doki doki when he said something that related to me. just expected , does he really care about me? i hope it's not just a friendship, but i know, if i did it, i won't get any kind of friendship nor relationship.

can u guys just tell me what should i do? although i know what i should do at this time. just being stable in this friendship.

"please, don't go from me. just wait me, and if you don't like me anymore, just tell me, and i'll leave you, will never see you again as your wish."

if i just could make any sense of this!!! argh... *meracau*


btw, happy birthday Kim Taeyeon, the dorky leader of SNSD, wish you all the best, more mature and wiser, and will always be the leader of SNSD!

#ProudToBeSONE


5.3.11

day by day

think over
what have I done?
I don't know
why you keep asking ?
because I just can say I don't know
what should I do?

day by day
still see him in the garden
why he is so handsome like that ?
is it just because I can't get him so he looks so shining?

no. no.
he's already had girlfriend.
what am I expected for?

again .
looking at him...

today
I realize, it's just another story
I should start a new story
so that I could continue it
with another character...
with another feeling

today is the end.
and start the new one.

PS : to the one who broke my heart till it became pieces.

2.3.11

galau...galau...remaja galau...

akhir-akhir ni.... bosen... males... banyak kerjaan *sapa bilang gw ga ada kerjaan*
pengen ngobrol, bingung mau ngobrol ma siapa
pengen ngerjain orang, ah, mereka smua pada sibuk
pengen ngerjain tugas, adaaaaa ajaaa halangannya
pengen triak-triak, masih mikir tar tetangga bakal bilang apa...
bingung... bingung... bingung...
galau... galau... galau...

jadi populer deh ni kata2 karena @rollingdorks nyiptain acara #galaumalam sama #kickroll
buat kalian yg baca, follow deh, dijamin bikin ngakak, stress ilang, BAB lancar *dilempar*

pengen menghidupkan hobi fotografi dan menulis, tapi lagi gak ada objek nih. dan kebetulan banget, gw lagi ngerjain artikel buat lomba. saking bingungnya mo nulis apa, jadi berkesan negatif lantaran pendapat gw sendiri yg tanpa bukti.
artikel gw dinilai oleh temen gw sebagai artikel tanpa bukti yg jelas. gw sakit hati lhooo... tapi gw menerima itu. dia bener, tapi pas bilangnya nusuk langsung. hihiihii. you guys should try this! haha
nembak langsung bikin ga terduga, pengen marah, kita yg salah. jadi serba bingung deh. galauuuu...
akhirnya artikel gw harus dirombak dan hingga sekarang ga selesai-selesai. padahal lusa uda mesti kumpul. galauuuuuuuu

galau... gw harus gimana? bingung nih.. galau galau galau!!!